Never Again

Never Again

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone

You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
Never again

[Bridge]
Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never

Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never will
I never will

Never again

(Credits to elyrics)

It's time to turn bad, boy.
Only EVIL will prevail.

helplessness

things just aren't going right for me ever since the start of the month. worse, the misunderstandings are just getting out of hand.

the more i try and explain the worse they become, the more misunderstandings surface. everytime i try to do something right, it keeps turning out wrong. and everytime things turn out wrong, i don't even know the reason what i've done wrong and how and what can i do to salvage the situation.

i was hoping that by letting things to pass, it'd eventually clear itself of those misunderstandings but then again, it didn't. and it's making my life miserable, not because i did sth wrong but bcos i jus can't seem to figure out what went wrong and why am i caught in such a mind-bogging situation.

I am very angry but I don't know how to retaliate or speak up for myself. i just don't want to create even more trouble by doing that. My dad wanted me to tell the guy of straight in the face for saying the wrong stuff but I just didn't know how to speak when I'm in front of him. I mean imagine that you've been wronged for being gay just because u sms him too many times to clarify e situation. "from the frequency and tone ur sending sms, it make it seems like ur treating me as a bf cos only couples do that" - oh, what the hell. i don't know what i've done to get into all these but i really feel it's very very very unfair towards me.

can someone teach me what i should do?

不知道再说什么

是你的就是你的。
不是你的就不是你的。
不是你的还强求还是不是你的。
是你的不用强求始终还是你的。

深奥吗？或许吧。连我自己也不知道再说什么。

“痛恨自己。”



Hey　我真的好想你　現在窗外面　又開始下著雨
眼睛乾乾的　有想哭的心情　不知道你現在到底在哪裡
Hey　我真的好想你　太多的情緒　沒適當的表情
最想說的話　我(應)該從何說起　你是否也像我一樣在想你

如果沒有你　沒有過去　我不會有傷心
但是有如果　還是要愛你
如果沒有你　我在哪裡　又有什麼可惜
反正一切來不及　反正沒有了自己

Hey　我真的好想你　不知道你現在到底在哪裡

你是否也像我一樣在想你

心痛

最近发生了很棘手的问题才让我领悟到，原来我太依赖朋友了，尤其是我最好的朋友。没有他们在身旁时，什么都做不好。现在面对了问题，拿起电话时，却发现我再也无法找人诉苦了。言语也无法形容我现在的感受，只好让歌曲来表达。



你总是这样说我
像一颗不容易溶化的糖果
带我见你的朋友
又很得意地埋怨我沈默

你追问我的行踪
你在乎我的举动
哄得我泪眼迷蒙
做些事情让我被感动

望著你突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱让我走不开
你的依赖所以我存在

想著你还是想到心痛
期待我做的将来你都会懂
有一天真如我有一天
但愿我还在你记忆中

Kit Chan

If somehow one day I suddenly awake with the ability to play the piano, the first songs I'll play will all be Kit Chan's songs. I really really love her songs. They're all so beautifully rendered. I can't stop listening to her songs over and over again. I never got tired of them so I decided to share the song (see sidebar) with all my readers. It's one of my favourite songs as of now.

If I'm a singer now, I would wish I'm like her. I like her unique her voice - clear, precise, explosive. But what I like most is her songs, so meaningful in every word, not the ordinary kinda love songs flooding the market now but something more literature, something which makes u listen and think and try and understand the meaning of every word.

Okay, I know I sound crappy now but yes, I'm super tired and my mind aren't thking anymore. Will update again.

*I pray, I hope, I wish, I can get her to write me a birthday card and sing me a song as my birthday present... I pray, I hope, I wish...

special dedication

This is a song dedicated to shuting who's leaving later on in the morning.. Bon Voyage dear!

My funny friend and me


Lyrics

In the quiet time of evening
When the stars assume their patterns
And the day has made his journey
And we wondered just what happened
To the life we knew before the world changed
When not a thing I held was true
But you were kind to me and you reminded me
That the world is not my playground
There are other things that matter
And when a simple needs protecting
My illusions all would shatter
But you stayed in my corner
The only world I know was upside down
And now the world and me, I know you carry me

You see the patterns in the big sky
Those constellations look like you and I
Just like the patterns in the big sky
We could be lost we could refuse to try
But we made it through in the dark night
Would those lucky guys turn out to be
But that unusual blend of my funny friend and me

I'm not as clever as I thought I was
I'm not the boy I used to be because
You showed me something different, you showed me something pure
I always seemed so certain but I was really never sure
But you stayed and you called my name
When others would have walked out on a lousy game
And you could've made it through
But your funny friend and me

You see the patterns in the big sky
Those constellations look like you and I
That tiny planet in a bigger guy
I don't know whether I should laugh or cry
Just like the patterns in the big sky
We'll be together till the end is high
Don't know the answer or the reason why
We'll stick together till the day we die
If I had to do this all a second time
I won't complain or make a fuss
When the angels sing that that unlikely blend
Are those two funny friends
That's us