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I was just talking about that stupid taxi fare hike yesterday but I didn't expect it to happen to me today. It cost me 10 freaking dollars to get me from Aljunied to SGH. Argh. Anyway, the X-ray results came out and it's because of wear and tear of some parts of the spine that's causing me so much back pains every now and then. looks like apart from getting regular physiotherapy, there's nth much I can do about it. Hopefully it does help.

Pleasant things have been happening to people around me lately. I sort of met Michelle today and she told me she got NUH Scholarship!! Not bursary but scholarship leh! Which means she don't have to pay for her tuition fees AT ALL! I'm so jealous but at the same time envious of her! She's so so lucky!!! Wish her best of luck in her uni life! :D

Back to myself. I've more or less made up my mind to retake the A levels again next year. I'm aiming for at least AAB. I know it sounds impossible, especially for that dreadful GP paper. Haix, but after thinking about it, I think it's achievable if I put in enough effort. I need that scholarship badly!! My parents can't afford my university fees and I really really want to get into NUS (Science)! Argh. Hopefully I can do it bah. Haix.. God, please please tolong tolong help me ah!!

I really have to make many adjustments to my present corked-up life. I must get out of this depressed state. I can't remain like this forever.

I MUST FIND HAPPINESS!!!!