fingers peeling

my fingers are peeling..
-and i guess all things must come to an end.

transparent

im so transparent today.

reflection

往往外表看起来越友善的人，心里越寂寞。

再过两天，将会更寂寞。。。。。。

cut

i've got a cut on my thumb
-it hurts.

dream

i got so stunned when lee asked me what my dream was.
-i couldn't answer it.

lost

i feel so lost today. :(

euphoric

-sudden rush of euphoria running in my pulse.
i feel so relieved. :)

not myself

I'm not even myself anymore.

我想

我想：“若有一天我在这世上消失了，有人会记得我吗？”

我想。。。

That's what friends are for

That's What Friends Are For

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

And then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forevermore
That's what friends are for

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forevermore
That's what friends are for

Everlasting memories...

无条件为你

歌名: 无条件为你 歌手: 梁静茹 所属专辑: 闪亮的星

爱你等于拥有一片天空 任何风吹草动　
都有你存在其中 自然而然的轻松
一路到　夏天的尾声
无所谓　到过于激动 我们有笑容　
我们曾心动不再是　无动于衷

无条件为你　不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强　相信你的眼神
不敢想　不敢问　有一天坏的可能
无条件为你　放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强　就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂　如此沸腾　为我爱的人

喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯 我愿尽力完成
你在我心中几分 难以形容的责任
一路到　夏天的尾声
无所谓　到过于激动
我们有笑容　我们曾心动不再是　无动于衷

无条件为你　不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强　相信你的眼神
不敢想　不敢问　有一天坏的可能
无条件为你　放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强　就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂　如此沸腾　为我爱的人

爱一个人　付出才会完整无条件　
越爱就越深 永远不分　啊

无条件为你　不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强　相信你的眼神
不敢想　不敢问　有一天坏的可能
无条件为你　放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强　就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂　如此沸腾　为我爱的人

Forget

I was reading thru my cousin's blog and yes yes yes! This is definitely how I feel..

"And recently..ohmygosh God I really need You. I'm uncertain because I dont know whether someone is..angry with me or not. Cause ahem is not saying anything about it. And I hinted but..no response. What should I dooooo. I'd appreciate a reply, even if its negative..just let me know what you think/feel about it..cause I'd feel really guilty if you dont. And the thing is I like things to be clear..but now its..the scenery is obscure! And ahem is still treating me..well like a friend. And I just dont know what to say. It just makes me feel..guiltier. And its like what? A riddle? Alamak..okay forget about it."

Argh.

can't get what you want

Ever thought of getting something so badly but you just can't get it?

The feeling SUX.

Don't understand

These thoughts actually flooded my mind while I was scrolling thru my handphone.

What's the use of having so many contacts in the handphone when none actually messages or calls you.

What's the use of having 100++ contacts on msn when none actually talks to you.

What's the use of having 80 over contacts on friendster when none will actually help you when you're in need.

What's the use of having so many friends when none are your true friend.

What's the use of living when life's nothing but a daily routine of wake up, eat, rest, go work, sleep, wake up, eat, rest, go work, sleep, ...

I really don't understand.

Making friends is like making a wish, you hope they'll be true but most of the time they are just a dream.

Inter-JC pagaent

Was doing some blog-hopping and found this particular interesting website here

It's some Inter Junior College pageant stuff for the year 2007-2008. 17 participating JC for 1 pageant. I personally think the most dashing and pretty faces are those from neighbourhood JCs like CJC, SRJC, TPJC respectively. No offence but the rest didn't catch my eyes at all. Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholders so if any pair ever catches your eyes, remember to vote for them!

Anyway, I felt kinda uneasy today. The kinda "back-to-school" feeling keeps coming back but I'm no longer a student. Packing of bag, packing of pencil case, ironing of school uniform... ...

How I miss those days...

Hate butterflies

OH MY GOSH. I HATE BUTTERFLIES. I HATE IT. I HATE IT.

It just irks me whenever I see pictures of a butterfly. Not to say the real one. I'll just freak out if I see one. The shivers that run down my spine and the hair that stands on end. Those feelings are disgusting man. Yuck.

And New Year is not happy AT ALL. I'm down with flu. SOB SOB. And yes, I hate new years. It means you're one year closer to your grave. And I like I said before I hate growing up. Growing up is a chore :P And I still believe it up till now.

今年什么成就都没有，就这样过去了。只能希望明年会更好。

P.S. I'm so into cars these days. I can't get enough of it. :p