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I don't understand my parents at all.

My stupid brother has been creating so much trouble even till now but he gets whatever shit he wants. He just got a new handphone yesterday mind you and he got it on the same day he requested for it. Fine, say I'm jealous but whatever, do they even have eyes? I tried to tell them that I needed a new pair of shoes cos mine's very slippery and the reply I got was "Wear until spoil then buy". Like what the hell?! Fine, I'll get it myself when my payday arrives.

This happened yesterday and today. First, that idiot took my phone yesterday night and started blasting music. Beside him was Japanese anime flashing on the TV screen at high volume and on the shelf was his handphone blasting at maximum volume.

He claimed he was wasting battery on his phone and that he used my phone to only listen to music which he wants which he'll transfer into his phone when it's charged. I almost shouted the four letter word right in his face!

I snatched my phone from him and started screaming. "Waste electricity. TV turned on but you look at your phone. And now you're wasting my bettery as well!" Did I do the wrong thing? I don't think so. Or maybe the snatching of phone part was abit overbored but I don't think I did anything wrong.

But my dad came in and scolded me. He said I was jealous at my brother's new phone. He said he didn't do anything wrong by sending music and listening to it through my phone. He said I was unreasonable.

At that point in time I almost slapped my brother and rushed out of the house. I really wanted to do that so badly. F**K.

Then he asked me if I could lend my phone to him just now. I said No to him when he asked me for 3 times cos my phone's battery is low and I have to go to work later so I won't have time to charge it. But that idiot took my phone without my permission when I was hanging out the clothes.

I almost boomed but I didn't want to embarrass him in front of his friends who are playing playstation in my house. I snatched my phone away from him and cancelled the songs he was sending. He screamed back at me and started making noise to his friends saying I was selfish and unfair and what not. Was I in the wrong at all??????

Argh. Now I'm locking myself in the room just to blog my unhappiness. If I don't I might just boom and explode at work later. All I want to say to my parents is "YOUR EYES TA-STAMP HUH?" and to my horrible brother "I JUST WISH YOU GROW UP. For now, F**K OFF AND STOP BOTHERING ME!!!"

Ok, mad post today but I really need to let it out!

Christmas.

I HATE CHRISTMAS!

No presents, no party, no christmas mood, nothing. I should have gone to work today and earned my 63 bucks rather than staying at home and get reprimanded over and over again for the whole day. She keeps saying she's a failure. Can't be a good daughter, a good mother, a good wife. Can't do this, can't do that. And then she moves on to complain that we can't give her rest for even a day. Hello?? Look who's talking here?? I was talking to my brother (or rather suan-ing him). But she got angry instead. Funny rights? It's none of her business anyway so why must she care so much?

Then went to Causeway Point. My goodness. I'm supposed to get new clothes for chinese new year BUT my brother bought it instead. This isn't the first time. We stepped into Royal Sporting House and the first thing she thinks of is getting a new jersey for my brother instead of a pair of shoes that I've been requesting for. DAMN IT. She'd rather get some stuff for an idiot who doesn't listen rather than me. Argh. This is driving me crazy.

I can't wait to get out of this house. I can't stand it anymore.

Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

And I'm 18years and 2months old. Drats.

MIA

For those who still don't know, I've already started work. That explains why I've been MIA for so long. So if you want to contact me, please call my handphone. HAHA. I really don't know when I'll have time to come online again. :) TY!

Flu

Green mucus's coming out of my nose and throat. Yhewww.
Have been down with flu these few days. Sigh.

Anyway, I've been packing my table and cupboard since last week but there's still a big pile of stuff to pack!! I've already throw away like 3 BIG bags of unwanted stuff but there're still so much. It's such a chore lor. I've already packed my table once before the exams but everytime after a major exams, my table's back to the messy and untidy state. My butt's ache-ing cos I've been sitting there for close to 4 hours since morning and many hours since last week. I'm feeling so giddy.