BATMAN EUGENE RETURNS.

Finally booked out yesterday after 2 agonizing weeks with a cough and sore throat. And I'm super tanned and FAT now. My dad couldn't recognise me at the train station yesterday too. I must say that I had a really hard time adapting to NS life but I'm also quite glad that I made it through the 16 long days.

I was on drips for 2 days 2 weeks before cos my back hurt so much after carrying the heavy field pack and stuff. I really wanted to cry my hearts out but I totally had no strength to. God knows I was actually allergic to the pain killer jab for my back pain. Ended up having swollen eyes and a swollen face but the pain's still there. Haix. I'll still have to sacrifice one weekend to make up for the lessons I missed. Really hope they can squeeze some time next week to help make up for it without affecting my weekends and labour day break.

I was totally shagged yesterday but I still had to make a visit to the chinese physician because of my back pain. I had acupunture and stuff and my whole back is now blue-black. Notice those red, itchy rashes I have too. Haix.





And I've yet to recieve any university letters yet. Many of my bulk mates have already recieved their acceptance letter into NTU and SMU already. Boo. Actually, I quite expected this outcome already but it's still hard to accept the fact. Haix. I'm feeling quite sad over it but I can only hope for the best.

breathe NS

My happy days seemed so yesterday. I just woke up with this really weird feeling today. I didn't sleep well last night. It seemed like it's the last day I'm gonna stay on this earth. The feeling is just so bizzare. Memories just kept flashing back and the feeling of anticipation seems like it's gonna devour me any moment. My mum kept speaking to me today but whatever i heard was "blah blah blah blah blah". I just didn't have the mood to pay attention to her. HAHA. End up I just kept quiet and sat there while she went on and on. My mum's really worried, even more worried than me. My dad was pretty calm. HAHA. Let's not talk about my brother. haha. He doesn't love me at all. Blehx.

Anyway, I've been listening to this really old song called "A moment like this" by Kelly Clarkson and I'm quite sureprised to actually be able to find another rendition by Leona Lewis which I thought was slightly better than Kelly's cos i got pulled into the song cos I actually erm.. dropped a tear after listening to it. Hey, I'm not a person who will cry easily after listening to songs de hor!! haha. so to be gan dong by the song i think she did a really good job. She made me remember so much of stuff.. My family, friends, stage performances.. I suddenly imagined myself standing on stage and singing this song during the so-called finale. haha. I think it'd b damn cool!!!

Alright, I'm gonna miss miss miss all of ya here and of cos my bed, my pillow, my bolster, my aircon, my study desk, my pencil case, my pencils, my pens, my shoe rack, my shoes, my clothes, my cupboard, my t shirts, my shorts, my pants, my... ...
*Muacks to all*

A Moment like this

KPOP

Right, I've been crazy over K-POP again. And yes, I'm in love with SJ's songs.

I really dun see what's wrong with guys liking an all boy's band group. If liking an all boy's band group is "gay" then why do guys still listen to male singers' songs? Lee Sheng Jie, Tank, Luo Zhi Xiang.. Aren't they guys as well.. Aren't guys singing their songs in K-BOX as well? Then, what's the problem with becoming a fan of an all boys' band?

I get quite pissed at times by the comments ppl say but I jus find it pointless explaining to them. To them I'm "gay". Fine, so be it.

*F*ck LSM. SJ-M? -- Whatever.