childHOOD

This is what happens when a person's life is empty. THINK and THINK and THINK of stuff that can make one go crazy.

1) Can I turn back time? How would it be like if I could change my past? Would I still be who I am? Can I change the events that I do not want it to happen? What would the consequences be when I Change them? Decided to ask a wise person and here was the reply:

"I also had the same thought whenever I stare at the clock. How I wish I could turn back time. But even if I can turn my clock backwards there're so many clocks in the world! We cannot possibly turn back every single clock. What we can do is to leave our past behind us and look forward. There's no point of looking back since we cannot change anything in the past."

2) How would I be in a few years time? Would I still be alive and well? How about those around us? Would I be damn rich or damn poor? What would happen tomorrow?

3) Is there really such thing as retribution? What form would it come in? Does it mean that if we help others a lot then we'll be able to so-call "revert" the retribution?

4) Human beings would mourn and cry for those who have passed away but have you ever wondered who would cry for those animals that pass away everyday? We are the King of the animal kingdom but it's a pity that we are only caring about our own species.

5) What is my childhood like?

Me:"Well, I've no childhood."
Jaz:"NO!! We have childhood. I still keep the photos of us having b'dae celebration at your house with may and ken. And the swimming lessons we had in primary school days with Jason." Me:"OK, fine."

We were at bugis doing some boring walk here and there then suddenly Shooting had this sudden urge of going to an archade. Initially wanted to go to the very noisy one at the basement but somehow she led the way and we ended up at the kiddy place in SEIYU. OK was quite dotz but there really was a sudden rush of childhood memories into my head. (SORRY no pictures to show cause of stupid blogger.)

While, I guess I do have some childhood. At least not from my secondary school days onwards. Life's just eat, sleep, shit, study.

P.S. I really think blogger should consider improving their picture insertion software. The bloody alignment keeps changing when a picture is inserted. BOO BOO to blogger! ANYONE HAS A BETTER SOFTWARE OR WHATEVER THAT CAN INSERT PICTURES PROPERLY?!?! THIS IS SO INFURIATING!!!!

"Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm" -Sir Winston Churchill