Weather

It's so damn WARM and DRY these few days and makes me feel so lethargic everyday coupled with that yucky influenza virus that had conquered me.

That 2 bloody days of burning midnight oil was really NOT worth it especially when the return was not what I'm supposed to have. Good results. Nope. That flu virus. YES. I've been on antibiotics for a week and have not fully recovered. I feel like I'm such a weakling can? So frail, so fragile like a branch which is gonna snap anytime when there's a storm. Fuck. I really hate this feeling.

I must get well soon. I must conquer bio. I must conquer organic chem. I must conquer econs. Damn that econs. I just dun understand a single J2 work. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it.

Where have my motivation gone?

"Life is a living hell" - eugene