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I don't understand my parents at all.

My stupid brother has been creating so much trouble even till now but he gets whatever shit he wants. He just got a new handphone yesterday mind you and he got it on the same day he requested for it. Fine, say I'm jealous but whatever, do they even have eyes? I tried to tell them that I needed a new pair of shoes cos mine's very slippery and the reply I got was "Wear until spoil then buy". Like what the hell?! Fine, I'll get it myself when my payday arrives.

This happened yesterday and today. First, that idiot took my phone yesterday night and started blasting music. Beside him was Japanese anime flashing on the TV screen at high volume and on the shelf was his handphone blasting at maximum volume.

He claimed he was wasting battery on his phone and that he used my phone to only listen to music which he wants which he'll transfer into his phone when it's charged. I almost shouted the four letter word right in his face!

I snatched my phone from him and started screaming. "Waste electricity. TV turned on but you look at your phone. And now you're wasting my bettery as well!" Did I do the wrong thing? I don't think so. Or maybe the snatching of phone part was abit overbored but I don't think I did anything wrong.

But my dad came in and scolded me. He said I was jealous at my brother's new phone. He said he didn't do anything wrong by sending music and listening to it through my phone. He said I was unreasonable.

At that point in time I almost slapped my brother and rushed out of the house. I really wanted to do that so badly. F**K.

Then he asked me if I could lend my phone to him just now. I said No to him when he asked me for 3 times cos my phone's battery is low and I have to go to work later so I won't have time to charge it. But that idiot took my phone without my permission when I was hanging out the clothes.

I almost boomed but I didn't want to embarrass him in front of his friends who are playing playstation in my house. I snatched my phone away from him and cancelled the songs he was sending. He screamed back at me and started making noise to his friends saying I was selfish and unfair and what not. Was I in the wrong at all??????

Argh. Now I'm locking myself in the room just to blog my unhappiness. If I don't I might just boom and explode at work later. All I want to say to my parents is "YOUR EYES TA-STAMP HUH?" and to my horrible brother "I JUST WISH YOU GROW UP. For now, F**K OFF AND STOP BOTHERING ME!!!"

Ok, mad post today but I really need to let it out!