breathe NS

My happy days seemed so yesterday. I just woke up with this really weird feeling today. I didn't sleep well last night. It seemed like it's the last day I'm gonna stay on this earth. The feeling is just so bizzare. Memories just kept flashing back and the feeling of anticipation seems like it's gonna devour me any moment. My mum kept speaking to me today but whatever i heard was "blah blah blah blah blah". I just didn't have the mood to pay attention to her. HAHA. End up I just kept quiet and sat there while she went on and on. My mum's really worried, even more worried than me. My dad was pretty calm. HAHA. Let's not talk about my brother. haha. He doesn't love me at all. Blehx.

Anyway, I've been listening to this really old song called "A moment like this" by Kelly Clarkson and I'm quite sureprised to actually be able to find another rendition by Leona Lewis which I thought was slightly better than Kelly's cos i got pulled into the song cos I actually erm.. dropped a tear after listening to it. Hey, I'm not a person who will cry easily after listening to songs de hor!! haha. so to be gan dong by the song i think she did a really good job. She made me remember so much of stuff.. My family, friends, stage performances.. I suddenly imagined myself standing on stage and singing this song during the so-called finale. haha. I think it'd b damn cool!!!

Alright, I'm gonna miss miss miss all of ya here and of cos my bed, my pillow, my bolster, my aircon, my study desk, my pencil case, my pencils, my pens, my shoe rack, my shoes, my clothes, my cupboard, my t shirts, my shorts, my pants, my... ...
*Muacks to all*

A Moment like this