Firstly in the morning when I was on the train to camp this super fierce auntie choped the seat in front of me. I got a little disturbed but went back to reading. Then suddenly she hit me in my book and pointed to an empty seat behind me. She looked so fierce, the people beside me dun dare to snatch that seat. She's like someone heaven sent to help me lor! My back was hurting again this morning and I sort of was wishing I could get a seat and ta-da heaven sent an angel (the fierce auntie) to book me a special seat so I can rest and enjoy my book.
Then I went for lunch with mdm and sir. I was e first to buy my food so I placed it on an empty table while I went to get a drink. Then I realised that was this grp of guys from the same company sitting on the table just behind mine. I didnt know them well so in my heart I was thking "Fine, as usual, let me just isolate myself from them." So I went to get my drink and I was back and just when I wanted to sit down on the empty table, my branch mate signaled me to go and sit with the rest of the guys. Of cos, I was quite reluctant and the guys were like pointing at me and asking who I was and stuff. But things changed when I sat down. We actually chatted! It's like a blessing in disguise seriously. Those guys were really friendly. They joked while I just sat there and laugh. Even though I'm not a humorous guy who can talk jokes, I enjoyed listening to the jokes they shared. They could joke about every single thing under the sun. They could even joke with mdm which I wont dare to.
Then I went back slightly earlier today. And so it was so coincidental! I met wei wei at the Aljunied station. Haha. Shuting's kaka was fetching her home from school. As usual, she was so cute!! She did the pig face to me and I just stunned there. Haha. I just smiled, waved and walked off. She could actually recognise me even though I was in uniform. Woohoo~~ Lol.
And I was in a heated fray with my parents esp my mum yesterday night and I just banged the door and went to sleep. But somehow I felt I should go to the market for dinner and then see how things go and to my surprise (really big surprise) she smiled, laughed and welcomed me. I'm like "Omgosh u sure ur my mum?" Usually she'll shut up for the next few days and refuse to talk to me and I'll do the same but today was like 180 degree turn of event. LOL. Something to be happy about once again.
And I was able to help my bro and his fren with their O level preparation as well even though it was just an hour of me talking and them asking question. I am someone useful! I can help others in my own ways. Can you believe it? I can't too myself.
Then I realise sth which to me is very impt. I realised that if every man was born perfect then what is there to learn in life? Yes, I may be stupid, stone, ugly, blah blah but I can learn not to be stupid, learn to have faster reflexes, learn to be more hygienic, etc. Of cos, learn from where will be a problem le. Unless you, you, you, you, all my friends, fans, family or whoever is willing to help, I'll gladly learn learn and learn from you. You have my promise. ^^
I just hope everyday will be like today. It may seem those things that are happening may be really small things but to me, it's really a joy to have them happening to me. I just can't explain how slightly happier I felt from usual. But it's already a step closer to happiness for me. Of course sleep plays a really big part. Only with enough sleep will there be energy to appreciate things happening around us. No sleep = more emo cos brain dead cannot thk = cannot counter negative thoughts. So god pls tolong tolong, make my insomnia go away. Let me rest in peace. =X
Through the rain
Mariah Carey
When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When you’re distraught
And in pain without anyone
And you feel so far away
That you just can't find you way home
you can get there alone
it's okay
once you say
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
Don’t you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And you’ll find what you need to prevail
Once you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And should they tell you
You’ll never pull through
Don’t hesitate
Stand tall and say
Yeah yeah yeahhhh
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That I’m strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain
I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I'll live one more day, and I
I can make it through the rain
Oh yes, you can
You’re gonna make it through the rain.
Yes, I can make it through the rain and stand up once again. :)
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