JC

Sometimes I just wished I was in NYJC where my friends are. Perhaps, I'd have done better. Sec sch frens are still the ones who are encouraging you and spurring u on with their msgs. Of cos there are those who don't but most I know do. It's so unlike people in college (some, not all).

I don't get it sometimes. Why does my mum insist I go to a school which I didn't like. I should have been rebellious then. I should have gone to appeal into the school that I wanted to be in. Perhaps, I was too mummy's boy then. Maybe even till now.

Friends see me as useless. So what if I'm a boy. Boy very big deal meh? There are times where boys feel useless too. Where they need someone to care about too. Why must society have this mentality that boys can't cry. If they cry they're not boys. Please. The thinking is just so obselete. "You boy leh" everything also you boy leh you boy leh. Boys so what? Boys are human beings too. We have feelings too. Yes, it is true that boys tend to hide their emotions and thoughts. On the outsdie they may look ok but their hearts are crying inside them. When boys cry, it really means the matter had really come to an extent where they can't bottle their feelings up anymore. Do you girls understand that? NO.

I'm seriously sick and tired of this entire H1, H2 thing. It's time MOE revamp the system to cater better to the needs of our future generations. we really dont wanna see more students ended up in Buangkok Green.

Reply to Eileen: It doesn't make a difference now. Even if I get an A for this subject left, I doubt I can get into uni all because of that H1 paper.

"I don noe wat i wan to do nw .. I just wan to be alone .. To b in a corner where no 1 noe .. To hide somewhere where no one will notice my existence.. Let mi go unnoticed .." - Jasmine