It just isn't fair! It just isn't fair!
Why? Why must this happen to me? I swore I did every single qns in the tys ytday and even completed those I didn't complete today. But why must God do this to me? Why can't I perform on the spot. First qn down, second, third, foruth, fifth down down down. As I continued on I lose more and more of my confidence I've built up after completing the tys qns. I'm a total letdown. I've this extremely slow, useless, simple-minded, pea brain that doesn't do me any good but brings me disappointment after disappointment. I'm a total failure. F-A-I-L-U-R-E. Sorry dr, I can't do it. I won't do it. If MJ's standard were to drop, I should be responsible for it.
Besides, hardwork doesn't equate to success anymore. And nobody would ever bother even if I cried out loud. Nobody ever cares.
I prepared for my CCDDs. Goodbye AABBs.
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